haiz...im freezing in the office every single day...guess company too rich thus all air con are blowing at full blast...situation at the new company...so far so good ba i guess..hmm..
oct is coming soon...and im going to get my present soon...wahahaha..cant wait...jie has a new doggy, QQ...she ar...hyperactive and very blur blur......

erm..i really duno what to blog lei...nth on mind to write wor...sian sian sian sian

haiyo....in new office now...still not bad lor...nw is lunch time but dun feel hungry again....as usual..spolit liao the stomach....now trying to learn all my tings all over again..nid to refresh my brain...im just feeling so freaking cold here..i tink my hands are freeze thus making me difficult to write tings...abit the slow lor...sian...the msn here is damn slow!!!!....hanging my PC non stop....
nth to to blog liao...gng to do my tings...lalalala

no more waiting le...finally found a job at ECU working as customer service....went for the interview this afternoon after which meet the 2 jie, eve n eleazar for lunch...boring lor...starting work next mon lor..
fri, the whole family went to Long Beach East Coast for dinner..the place was okie..but the food was not tt good...
sat went to cayden birthday, after which i met up with hannah and yuxian to attend Mrs Fong's wake..was terribly upset and felt strong heart pain when i saw her body...i really hope she is happy where ever she is..i guess there is only one place she will be...heavens...
sun went to pray ah gong after which went to boy hse to slp...woke up at bt 4+ in the afternoon...went to orchard road, chinatown and den marina sq...went to watch bangkok dangerous, quite a nice movie..but expect the ending to be even better lor...haiz...after that we went to eat mee sua..hohoho...addicted to the mee sua there...

ending here...tata

hmm...been having a rather tight schedule this week and next week...been running away singapore like a siao CB...yesterday..the whole family went to Long Beach (ECP) to celebrate mama's birthday..welllthere was chilli crab and pepper crab which i wanted to eat but too bad..i duno how...anyway...i could not meet him due to him working the nite shift...so was tinking meeting him today...but....i nid to go to cayden's birthday..is his actual birthday today...after which i need to go to Mrs Fong's vigil service at her house later at nite...haiz...wonder if i will cry anot...so sad lor..so sudden to me....
but tml whole day is reserved for him.....early morning at bt 7.30am, we will be gng for bkfast, follow by gng to pray ah gong...den we go hm slp for awhile...and we are gng to the nite zoo and after tt eat mee sua....hope is true ba..hehe...

okie..ah joyce finishing bathing liao and is my turn...tata

hohoho...it has been 3mths since i last blog...many many tings have happened during this 3mths...i oso duno where to start from...but right now...a news jus pull me down to hell...one of my fav teacher in sec sch has just passed away this afternoon...i could help but feeling lk crying..she was the teacher that truly cares bt me..and was my pillar of strength in school...when i was in hospital..she was the one that came to visit and help me thru my darkest moment...my heart hurts..really hurt alot now..im speechless...haiz....life is short i guess...i really duno how to express myself now....

anyway..im currently at hm rotting..waiting n waiting for time to pass...everyday schedule is so tight that i cant breathe....hoho...ok...ending here....i guess with this new skins...my blog seems more brighter den last time...


one last ting....hmm..im using my own words to write out... :)

Guy: Why does 1 + 1 = 2?
Girl: Erm...1 + 1 is equal to 2 what...no reasoning...
Guy: so why must i give u reason for liking you?...like means like la...

hehe....i anyhow write de....oopss.....tata

i cant turn to anyone coz tis is what i ask for...im back to sq 1 and it killing me....i cant stop crying.i guess i deserve all this shit coz i ask for it...no one i can pour out to..coz all will sae...i deserve it...which i find it true...i deserve all the shit tings....

heart is hurting lk hell and i cant take away my pain...i just wish i can die..................................

long time nv blog huh....been in a rather very depressing mood these days...am i having PMS???...feel lk crying everyday...stress up by work....stress up by family...stress up by 2 guys...all irritating me lk hell...my temper is getting from good to worse and a little tings will irritated me to the max...

my last day at CN Trans will be on 18/06 am...haiz...gonna miss the girls soso much...haiz...wht to do...hope i can meet up more often with them...miss the laughter..the "fighting and quarrelling"....everyting bt them...

lately...i realised i cant stand the sight of one girl...juz cant stand her stupid act cute and childish attitude...pls la..so old liao..still duno what is grow up...juz feeling lk confronting her and giving her one tight slap to wake her up...pui pui pui!!!!!!!!....i begin hate her so much tt i feel lk killing her...haha...juz kidding...well...tt is her character..what can i do bt it..she enjoy surfing net...acting cute...being rude...and childish..what can i do rite...haiz...another old childish woman...wont get to see her again...yuppie....i guess i really hate her to the core...always putting up a show in front of ppl..when ppl not ard...her rude attitude start to appear before me...im great ppl can see her true fucking colour...well..director is her...producer is oso her...the actress is oso her...she can win best director, producer and actress of the year...wahahahaha...only noe how to act busy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i beta stop before i keep cursing her....STOP!!!!!!!!!

B gng to start work next monday...gonna miss the time we spent together...sian ar....